OMG!!
I worked today sia..nd missed the chance to chat with him online! What a day man! I didn't noe whu it was tot it was sum latin freak whu disturbed me b4..
I ought to slap myself... Waited for so long and there it goes.. Waited for so long and there it goes.. Haix ..He didn't reply the msg or anything....
So sad he didn't log on tyo friendster too... Bet he may be too busy too.. Msg dun think to much...
Haix at least noe that he has connection ler so no worries he will be online quite soon i suppose i shouldn't hold much hope and end up disappointed in the end..

I g

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8:22 AM

IT's been a cool ten days that A finally replied to my msg.. He's given up his place at Melbourne to take over his family business.. Wonder how's he really doing now.. Well now in adelaide, just settled down.. His Msg was like Ectasy to me.. I was chirpy the whole day and other things seemed so trival to me.. I was soo Energetic the whole day..

There was this bar guy who tried to take advantage of me by snatching my time sheet in order to hold my hand.. So despicable... He think he wat? I so nice to take liberty ah? Haix sum times attention isn't that good either..

Well things weren't totally that bad for me.. I still had wonderful conversation with Wayne, Eugene and Ray.. They are all very nice ppl... Haix..:) They said i look so different from work and out.. Well it's the power of dressing lah.. :)

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12:00 PM

still not in the mood to study duh.... My heart is just hanging there kept glancing at my friendster account to see if A replied.. i kept checking the last log on date to see if he had purposely ignored my msg.. Very silly right but i just wanna know.... haix been playing the songs i heard at his place AND THE feelin just keeps coming back and refreshed..

got a bad feelin i'm gonna suffer the same feat as gthe previous sem le.. Fortunately my coursework pulled me up.. jiay you le. WEd just sat for the qualifying test to enter the new CDs plugging into china wonder if i wld be shortlisted.. Mind u i cldn't finish the essay missed out on how i would plan to do well in that subject if i had achance to take it.. The quota was 33, damn sian man... imagine pitting against see hwee n those who took higher chinese for o's where i stand sia?



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6:09 AM

I felt so cheated i mean all along i believed that brother Fab was a commando after he showed signs of weakness.. He was merely a driver man.. Must sound him out again.. What an idiot i was.. Finally got Adryll on friendster.. Lin and all had added him except me.. I think he prbably forgot all abt me so sad..

I was like trying so hard to get him into contact and only stumbled upon today..13 march was his birthday and i only manage to get him today OMG..

I went out with Sam for roti John near her place it was delicious.. We chatted abit here and there..So sad for her that her parents were breaking up.. Hope she will get over it soon.

Dun think i realli liked K pehaps like i said earlier it's the attention i get from ppl he reminds me of A a bartender with gold hair making me drinks being nice and all.. Well earlier on Ray told me that A will purposely take the earlier transport becos of me.. Well he nv said anything or hint anything so i suppose he didn't take fancy on me..He added that he like ppl whu dress up.. Quite opposite me to say.. He's inactivity to contact me tells it all..OMG when will i see hm again or even meet the guy i would seriously have feel for? Haiz..Shld i wait or not? Am i waiting sine dine?

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10:54 AM

LAst Sun, i got to noe this relli cute barman from the new clarke quay outlet, Kydd... Another hildian and temasek poly grad. Majored in Machatronics..Gold hair, malay and chinese fusion... Nothing in particular but perhaps its the long time i haven't received that kind of attention from another guy aFTER tERENCE AND aDRYLL.. He got my number that night and insist i call him and arrange a date.. i jokingly agreed but failed to do so.. Just 2 days back, i saw him at work he questioned me for not msging him.. A lil'l lame isn't he? The worst thing was after work, he stayed behind to take transport, he insisted i go 7 11 with him to get a bottle of green tea...We crapped a bit to break the ice... Apparently. his bike was sent to the workshopsol he will be taking transport these days.. Fortunately for me. i didn't put schedule this cumin week except for Sat..

This morning i worked morning with Mingles, Kydd and mint, kydd made mocha and i had the benrfit of having the extra.. In the late evening he offerred to make me a milkshake..Well shakes are not my forte man.. I thot it was great but didn't say out loud..Dun wan him to be too proud.. Yesterday he wanted to sit beside me on the transport but Jamaliah took over and ask him to move away.. I msg him not to take it too hard. He was fine afterall i think..

Ya today Pam finally showed up. My god she looked so pale and all..We worked in the same sation but her day made a wrong head start, her swipe card got stuck in the locker and er had to prise it open to get it out.. After much afforts Mingles , PAm and myself finally accomplished the feat but the card was not spared either..Pam still had to pay 10 bucks for the card SO poor thing! I went back early today at 9 had supper at s11 where rodney and i used to frequent..OMG where is he now?

Today's guest were more friendlier probably becos there was no quantity so i could concentrate on the quality.. I think today is so far the best besides the first few days.. I had so much fun shifting the plants and laughing at the plabnts. Oops today was Nicholas last day, he's going NS tml so sad... Vivian left too same reason as Kim dun wanna cut hair..Sia lah..

Poor Mint had to stay back becos 3 staff Mc last minute. Ming Ling didn't understand why he stayed back instead of going back with her. I mean she has a point too..But when it comes to work..It's better not to tied theh two up right?


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8:25 AM

February marks the end of my winter scandal with Adryll. The cutest barman i've ever encountered. He's a babe man. He's a lil unkempt : Goatie, golden tail , nice smile , ABC look..
And his tatoo on the foot.. Well stop all the fuss abt him cos ha already left for good...So irritating never even bother to contact me at all.. Thank goodness i had the honour to spend his last day in singapore. But shucks! I shouldn't have blocked myself from a date had i not say i got work and try to fake an Mc or sumthing..Why did i not tell him abt the super duper crush i had on him before he left? Why couldn't i give him an obvious hint? It all boils down to one thing..Face..Haix
:( Well it may seem that i'm a pretty open person but that's totally untrue.. i'm very conservative in fact..

I've missed so many chance and watched them slipped by and live in regrets.. What am i to do now?

That poor guys such a dear..Didn't even blame his slanderers and even say they were not bad after all the accusation and all.. I can't bring myself to live harmoniously with them. Really missed him man..

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7:27 PM